im up in the air about what im going to do next year. maybe ill take the year off? maybe ill be going to school in boston? maybe ill be going to fashion school in new york city? im really not sure. i like having a plan for what im doing so its weird just living life day to day now. whatever happens, happens at this point. is that a good thing? i dont know. maybe im over anaylizing it? keep your fingers crossed for me and hope for the best.