Tonight i lost a good friend

Ever since my grandfather was in the hospital for three weeks and I moved away from a college environment I’ve grown apart from some of my friends. Even though I’m only 24 I feel too old to be around unhealthy people. I want to live as long as possible and I’ll never understand people that don’t want the same. I feel that now I’m a college graduate it’s going to be much harder to meet and connect with people. I think it’s safe to say that I’m in a transition right now and I already want this winter to be over.